right now i'm sitting at starbucks in mount vernon. i'm not even supposed to be done with camp until two hours from now, but honestly i just couldn't take anymore this week.
i think my breaking point was yesterday when my mom woke me up to go out to dinner and i just stood in my closet attempting to get dressed. it felt like my brain and my body weren't connected. it's this strange bone-tired feeling that i would rather not feel again ever.
most of this is because i left the area on monday morning at 8:30am with a bus full of children and headed to west virginia for three awful, sweaty, hot, excruciating days. now that they're over i can't believe how much they wore me out. the best part was coming back wednesday afternoon and having to be back at camp the next day to teach. fucking ridiculous.
the moral of the story is that i lied to my boss and got off early today. so, i drove up to baltimore and surprised jake at work. we're going to artscape this weekend, and probably spend a night dancing. i just really need to relax my brain and my legs and my back.
more later.
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the end of that was supposed to say "...now wake the hell up" stupid vox.